Fake smile... Although hurt, but enough to make others think that i'm okay... hipocrite..?? Yes.. it is.. Or... Is there's any other ways to show that everything was fine? Sick with life, but have to face it... Things come and go... leave only the memories that will always stuck in my heart... eventhough how hard i tried to rip it away from my life... But i know imposible for me to do so... it is just to precious... At least, I still got a memories... A memories... let it be with me until the end of time...

Broken Heart

I am done... Smoking gun...
We lost it all... The love is gone...
She has won... now is no fun...
We lost ourselves... The love has died...
I feels like our world's been infected...
And somehow you left me negleted...
We found our life been changed...
Babe... You lost me...

Now i know you sorry... And we were sweet...
but you chose lust when... You deceive me...
And you've regreted... but it's too late...
How can i ever trust you again??

Broken heart... Why must i have to feels this feeling?? it wasn't good at all... It's make my life miserable... And sometimes it might kills... why should i experience this? Am  i not deserve to be happy? and the main thing is, why must this heart breaker exist? don't you happy to see i'm happy? why must u break everything that i built? that we use to built together.... why sudently you turn to be unjust so cruel?? where is all your promises? why must you promised if you know that you gonna turn it down? Why i still here... Still loving you with all of my heart? hoping that one day, you will be the person that i use to know you before... the person that i've felt safe to be with... the person who always save me from my self... when the time is come... i'm sure i will be the heppiest person in this whole world... but will it comes?? i don't know...